first day

 Good morning, divas,

I had a much better sleep today, so much that I found it difficult to roll myself out of bed and get dressed. Today is my first full day back at school. I think what made yesterday so tiring was the fact that it didn't really have any structure, and we were being sociable with one another at every point in the day. 

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Today I have Art, German, French and Latin. I'm not looking forward to Latin. I hate Latin. I'm super happy I'm being driven to school and picked up, that almost never happens and I have to make my way home via public transport. Ew. 

I had a thought last night I wanted to write about, but it has completely slipped my mind. I'll remember it later. 

bye divas !

first day of school

divas, 

 I am so very tired, and it is only 8PM. I've decided I'm going to read a book in bed and fall asleep around 9PM, because I am so done with talking to people and bothering with anything. It is probably best I hibernate in my bedroom. But let's talk about my first day back at school.

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I forgot how draining school can be. I'm sure it is because I became accustomed to the silence of my bedroom over the summer, and the soft clinking of mugs and the steaming of a coffee machine at my local cafe. I didn't even talk to many people. I was social with my friend group, caught up with a few friends but I wasn't talking that much. 

The first thing I was told as I walked into the school was 'roll down your skirt', and later I received a behaviour point for my shoes. I wasn't even an hour back, and I had already mucked up. Oh well.

My anxiety spiked the most when we went around the classroom and had to say something about ourselves. I was already feeling so anxious about being back at school, and I was scared people were laughing or judging me (they weren't), but it was even worse when I sat in silence whilst everyone was waiting for me to say something! I ended up saying I like playing guitar or something very simple. 

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The fact that it was only a half-day and I felt that drained is kind of scary. Once we were dismissed, my friend and I hopped on the train to go to Covent Garden where we had plans to sit in this quite cool cafe. We didn't take the lift and walked up 197 stairs to the top, and we then realised how tired and drained we were, so we had some lunch and went back home. 

On a good note, next week is my birthday. I quite enjoy knowing I'm the oldest in my class, mostly because it makes me feel more mature than everyone else - which I so am. Some people are so emotionally unintelligent it sometimes scares me.

I have to go back tomorrow, wake up at 5:15AM and do the same all over again. I hope I get used to it, otherwise this year will be tough. My brain feels really overwhelmed at the moment, so I might let it relax by not going on screens for the rest of the evening !!

Good evening divas, and good luck to anyone else who went to school.

BYE ANGELS !!!

ANGELS X

Good Morning Angels,

 Turns out I do have time this morning to write about school later today. I had such a bad sleep. I couldn't fall asleep for hours, and at one point I got seriously overheated and I went to the guest bedroom to sleep there instead, before returning back to my bedroom before I had to wake up. 

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The time is currently 5:55AM, and I am now ready. I did a full skincare routine and my make-up is completed as well. As for my hair? I'm not sure. I like it down, but I look better if it's up. I am so happy to have my iced latte with me as well. 

I actually think I might be alright this morning.  This morning I'm going to visit my Grandma on the way to school, which means I can get some really nice breakfast. Then, I'll have to enter the school. Sorry, I meant the prison. 

bye divas (not in caps because I'm not feeling it this morning)

ANGELS X

Divas,

 I just had an everything shower in preparation for tomorrow. I'll likely post in the evening about my first day back at school, but I am dreading it. At least my legs feel super smooth and I smell like a coconut. But oh my days, I can't believe we're back to school already.

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I have my morning routine all planned out: 

- Wake up at 5:15.

- Get into my itchy school uniform and put on some under-eye patches. 

- Make a morning coffee with vanilla syrup. 

- Skincare + Make-up + Hair

- Pack bag, brush teeth, put on coat.

- Leave the house.

I've already had my annual breakdown I have before the first day of every term, but now I just feel nervous. But anyway, wish me luck. 

BYE ANGELS !!

ANGELS X

Divas,

 Update : We didn't go to the city (which would've been Cambridge) to pick up the AirPods, because we arrived at the station and tell my why the train tickets would've cost more than a new pair of AirPods? So then I was like... should I just buy some new ones?

I took this as an opportunity to upgrade to some noise-cancelling ones, and I was also close to buying a new paper-white kindle because mine is on its last legs, but I decided against it once I saw the price. It's always a gamble when my kindle runs out of battery whether it will turn back on or not, because it has survived many incidents involving water, being dropped down an airplane seat and dropped on hard floor multiple times. 

I'm slightly having a little moment because school is tomorrow, and I hate school. But I'm trying to distract my annoying thoughts by blogging and thinking about Christmas. 

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bye angels XX

ANGELS X

Good Morning Divas ,

Today I am travelling on the train to another city in order to collect my AirPods which I left in a college dorm a month ago. I cannot wait to see my AirPods again, I'm so excited. I woke up super early this morning because tomorrow is school and I plan to wake up at 5:15 tomorrow which will be a huge shock.

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I know it isn't Christmas, but I keep listening to Christmas music and I can't stop. It's not that long until Christmas. I feel like 2026 has gone by so quickly. It hasn't been a bad year, but it's just been quite irrelevant and I feel I haven't done much this year. I certainly won't miss this year.

I did some pretty cool stuff, though. I saw Harry Styles, I saw Bruno Mars, I went to the Capital Summertime Ball and I had a good end to the school year, but my summer wasn't great. It was okay. But I'm hoping next summer will be better. I don't really like summer anyway.

I only begin living at Christmas.

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BYE DIVAS !!!

ANGELS X

DIVASS !!!! ,

 I feel like every One Direction girl had a very important choice: which of the boys would you claim yours, and write fanfics and fangirl about? For me, it's always been Harry. I don't know what spoke to me about him, but I'd never go back on my choice. In second place, I would say Niall. But together, Narry Storan (if you know, you know) makes my heart explode, I love them so much. 

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I don't really know the point of posting this quick thought, but I was just listening to Niall Horan's new album, Dinner Party, which I love. I might go for a walk soon, I love walking. Especially evening ones, because I just focus on myself and my music, and everything is silent and perfect.

I've always been the person who finds pleasure in being alone. Don't get me wrong, I love having friends, and I love going out and having fun, but I don't mind sitting alone time to time. I have the ability to sit for hours in a cafe just minding my own business. I hope that isn't a sign of childhood trauma or anything. 

BYE DIVAS !!!